At long last...

Its starts with
One thing
I don't know why
Should I accept her?
Or go with that one...
Either way
I don't know
What you were
Expecting of me
Caught in the
Undertow
I've become
So numb
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like him...
Time passed
Its been so long
Should I?
Or should I not?
Whatever the case
Its not gonna be easy
Not with that coming
My brain is in a mess
I'm under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
I can't feel you there
I've become
So much more aware
Afraid to lose control
...is falling...
Right in front of you...
Every step that I take is
Another mistake...
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3 years...
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No, to be precise,
2 years and 10 months...
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... will it all...
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... End?...
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